A Laundry List of Things
- Coming down from the last few months.
- Looking forward to all the paper shredding, desk cleaning, closet cleaning, organizing, throwing shit out, getting back some measure of balance, being a human.
- I had to euthanize my fish, Rudy yesterday. It was not easy, but it was the right thing to do.
- I watched "A Woman Under the Influence" again and I got through it without pacing the apartment or getting angry. It's a good movie, just difficult for me to watch.
- Fuck crochet! I bought this book and have decided I am ready to tackle it. My mother was/is (I don't know) an avid crocheter and tried to teach me when I was a kid. Like every attempt at teaching, it ended in a lot of tears and permanant scaring. Trying to learn right now is like pulling teeth. I would give up if I were any less stubborn.
- TIME
- Sun!
- Unexpected
- Seeds! I have already opened up the bean packages to see what they look like. I always do that. Sometimes I buy seeds just so I can see what they look like.